Psalm 119:81-88
Kaph
In his trouble the disciple sighs, "How long!"
With eternity in his heart, the disciple is nevertheless faced with the struggles of the temporal. The first four verses of this section all begin with a question or a statement about the duration of his suffering. We must never lose sight of the fact that God not only has control of the nature of our hardships but also their depth and duration. As poet is asking about that duration; he feels that he is nearing the end of his strength.
In the first four verses there is a line that is out of our experience. In verse 83, he writes, “…I have become like a wineskin in the smoke…” The ancient practice of using leather skins as bottles is what is suggested here. When out of use, the skin would be hung from some high point in the tent or house. With no chimney, the rising smoke would blacken, dry, and shrivel the bottle. The wineskin that hung in the smoke was out of use and irrelevant, and if left long enough, it would begin to crack and become useless. Those who persecute the poet would like to set him aside to become an irrelevance to society and community. The very existence of a disciple, then and now, is apt to be a bother to those who oppose God’s law. He upsets their conscience and in one way or another makes them uncomfortable. They would rather the disciple be set aside, forgotten, and made useless.
It is worth noting a connection in verse 86 that at first may seem to be a departure or a disconnect but is consistent throughout history. How does the faithfulness of God’s commands have anything to do with a persecution with a lie? Because God’s commands are faithful, consistent, forever trustworthy, and true, there is no doubt that those opposed to them will always resort to falsehood. The faithfulness of God’s Word and the faithful adherence of the disciple to that Word will always cause those who are opposed to God’s Word to oppose the faithful disciple. Sometimes those who follow God act surprised that they experience oppression. Rather than reacting with surprise, we ought to follow the pattern of the poet.
He responds by pleading for help, revival or renewal, and mercy. He does this for the reason that he can keep the testimony of Thy mouth. It is one thing to suffer; it is another thing to ask for strength to endure so that we can, at some point in the future, be comforted by the Word. But here the poet asked for help so that he can be faithful to God’s Word. It is not self-interest that motivates him, but rather, the love for the Word of God.
“Lord, help me to hang on. AMEN”