Psalm 119:145-152
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“Oh, that God would hear his crying by day and by night. “
The poet/disciple pleads with God with his whole heart for the Lord’s help for the purpose of living according to the laws of God. How often our pleas with God are so that He will give us what we want. This poet/disciple pleads for help to live faithfully. The poet/disciple describes in this section his predawn and after-dark devotions. Before the sun is up, he is waiting on the promises of God, and with eager anticipation, he looks forward to the nighttime to meditate on God’s word. We have lost the meaning of meditation in Western culture. We have mistakenly associated meditation with Eastern mysticism, in which the goal is to empty the mind. (This, by the way, is an extremely unwise idea. In emptying the mind, it is more susceptible to the power of the demonic. The meditation the poet/disciple is speaking of is an active engagement of the mind. In fact, the Hebrew word is most often translated “complain.” The poet/disciple is not advocating complaining against God but rather contrasting the word and will of God with the daily reality that we live and face. To meditate is neither to have an empty mind, nor is it a mere academic exercise. It is to look at the reality of our life and see how it conforms with or rebels against the Law of God. Both externally and internally we face conflict between what is and what ought to be. Meditation is the act of arguing about how these realities battle and how we move toward what God wants.
In verses 149-150 the poet/disciple expresses two realities that his meditation has brought to mind. First is the reality that he needs God’s mercy to revive him. As he has wrestled with the reality of his life, he has come to the conclusion that he is still in need of mercy and that merciful revival and renewal will come through God’s ordinances. Second, those who are following the way of wickedness are drawing near. Perhaps the poet/disciple uses the hours of night to study God’s word to avoid the persecution of his enemies. Perhaps the enemies are getting close to him, and his danger is growing. The poet/disciple is aware that his persecutors are closer to him than they are to God. He is comforted with the awareness that God is closer still. There are two truths that the poet/disciple lays hold of as he closes this section. God is near, and His word is still true. The poet/disciple recalls that these words have always been a part of his life and that they predate him and secured them for all ages to come. No matter the pressure of persecution, the poet/disciple has the eternal Word of God.
“Lord, when the hard times come help me to cling to Your Word. AMEN”